In may i will be at the start of my 3rd year of playing piano. i'm not trying to be an ass or anything, but my peers think i'm some sort of prodigy. my teacher also says i am decent. i'm playing liszt, chopin, debussy etudes, i dabble into some piano concertos (actually just tchai's no. 1 and rachs 2 mv 1). i can play some ravel and a piece by alkan, etc. and i don't neglect "easy" stuff either.
i can play the notes RIGHT, they sound RIGHT and i know i am playing them RIGHT, but i feel there is something missing in my playing.
at first i thought i was as good as everybody says i was, but now there is just something so important missing in my playing, that my playing gives a jarring sound when i think about it.
i'm thinking soul or something. or stratifying my dynamics. maybe misplaced accents? maybe phrasing? perhaps my legato is a bit out of touch? how about that split second break when i go up an octave when i play an arpeggiated figure? my pedaling i think is making my playing sound muddy? or maybe the consistency of the volume among my fingers? or maybe the fingers themselves? maybe they aren't developed enough to play them properly? that really sends a shiver.
do any piano vets out there know some methods like leschetizky hanon or whatever? do they help? what sort of specific advice can you give me in each of my insecurities? any help would be appreciated.
i really want to feel that i am as good as some people think i am!